Close To Me

I’ve waited hours for this
I’ve made myself so sick
I wish i’d stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you’re here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until i shake
But if i had your faith
Then i could make it safe and clean
If only i was sure
That my head on the door was a dream
I’ve waited hours for this
I’ve made myself so sick
I wish i’d stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me
But if i had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only i was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream