Weirdo

He said, we can, choose
Whatever works, whatever it takes
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
Psycho, Psycho they call me a weirdo
Coz, I’m nobody’s friend (No no)
I’m nobody’s friend (No way)
I stay in my lane, I stay in my lane
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
I’m a psycho…
I don’t really trust how I function
I don’t really like when my feelings get played with
See my suicide thoughts giving up life and everything it came with
Who am I, am a psycho
Who am I? I don’t really understand though
And It feels like my life is a song on repeat
I put my Headsets on and I drift
And I wake up I’m tied to a bed in an ambulance
(Weirdo weirdo weirdo)
I’m finding myself in a mental asylum and wait
They wanna put to me to sleep
(They wanna put me to sleep!)
It must be the meds that they gave me
I try to explain to the nurse like look I ain’t crazy how did I get here?
The last thing that I can remember I was at home with some friends
‘Sir, sir you really don’t have any friends'
‘You've got some demons you have to confront'
‘We trying to help, you have to relax'
Hmm Funny maybe thee excuse won’t change me
The fact is I’m sane and the world’s gone crazy
Was I ever dropped on the head as a baby
Mom! Can somebody help me?
He said, we can, choose
Whatever works, whatever it takes
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
Psycho, Psycho they call me a weirdo
Coz, I’m nobody’s friend (No no)
I’m nobody’s friend (No way)
I stay in my lane, I stay in my lane
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
I’m a psycho…
I need some privacy Lately my thoughts get loud
My split personality thinks I need a moment of peace
But I’m Mr. friendly and this is insanity please
I get why My girlfriend keeps calling me crazy
We broke up but we still attached I’m guessing some tension
I call it Ex-tension (get it?)
I’m thinking it’s time that I cut the connection
‘'He's got a knife
Somebody call the police!
You have a right to be silent''
Do I get a right to be violent (no!!!)
Then what’s with the riffle
I stand out but I never standing so idle
My idol, my rival and everywhere I go
I tell them that this is for something you fight for
This is survival, my default setting on kill
Like I wouldn’t survive though
The only time yawl nigga dropping a verse
Ninshi mwaponya Bible
If I decided to send you a shot
I’d be waiting forever for you and your comeback
I give a fuck but am never Giving a kid it’s like
I took my cum back
Coz the way that am raising and killing these beats
I’m scared that I might be a dead beat’s dad
He said, we can, choose
Whatever works, whatever it takes
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
Psycho, Psycho they call me a weirdo
Coz, I’m nobody’s friend (No no)
I’m nobody’s friend (No way)
I stay in my lane, I stay in my lane
And I never wanted to lie
I never wanted the crowd
I never wanted to fit in
I’m a psycho…
I recorded this shit in a hearse
Man this rap shit a gift and a curse
I don’t see no more niggas behind me
Cuz I took a different turn
In this life man, you live and you learn
So I brought all my demons to work with me
Might be tripping but they wrote this verse for me, they wrote this shit in
reverse
See I am not friends with none of these rappers, they pay for production
See I do not play with none of these hoes, you touch it you suck it
If there ain’t no chemistry, that shit is history, let’s change the subject
I just got here and I feel like leaving, damn fuck it
I woke up on a different planet, I ain’t talking to niggas today
All these voices I hear in my head, they sound like they got shit to say
When we started off that shit was Rocky, now we on a different phase
We on a different wave, that shit has been litty for days