It Really Happened

I would be lyin'
I would be lyin'
To say I didn’t really wanna be a dad
Sittin' in the kitchen corner cryin'
I’m really sad
I can’t deny it
We invited everybody
Yeah yeah
The party was crackin'
If anyone’s blue
We still gon' party
Though we got some bad news
Leave it to you
You got our back
Now you got our son
And I want to run
'Cause I’m missin' him
But I’m still down
I’m still around
Yeah, I’m your soldier
Won’t act brand new
It ain’t over
Though it feels like it’s over
Know that I’m still your soldier
You already knew
Yeah yeah
Won’t act brand new
I would be lyin'
I would be lyin'
To say she didn’t really wanna be a mom
Screamin' in the hospital room
Telling our son to come back
He ain’t dyin'
I ain’t acceptin' that
You already knew that
We invited everybody
All these baby clothes
All these baby gifts
From the parties
Trynna figure out how to raise a man
And I ain’t even gonna be raisin' him
I know his life is in your hands
So I’m sayin'
I’m still down
I’m still around
Yeah, I’m your soldier
Won’t act brand new
It ain’t over
Though his life is over
Know that I’m still your soldier
You already knew
Still down
Still around
Yeah yeah
Won’t act brand new
Yeah yeah
This ain’t a dream
It really happened
It really happened
I ain’t gon' wake up from this
This ain’t a dream
It really happened
It really happened
I ain’t gon' wake up from this