Cemetery Bliss

I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
They say give into your sadness
Blackout wake up in my attic
Padded walls are all too much
It sucks to be alive I’m passing out
I’m packing all my bags and never leaving
Why I spend so much time up here
I can’t lie it’s just easier to disappear
Kinda weird 21 years and no one even noticed where I went
Swear to God my shape is getting bent
Why I let them live inside my head and they don’t even pay the rent
When they always squatting plotting on my torment
Snickering and teasing, Attention seeking peeling off the tiles
Till I find a source of reason, heard your voices once
And they weren’t loud enough
But now they fill a colosseum right inside my fucking guts
Love to hear them all applaud when my life begins to suck
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m sweating now, up in front of a booing crowd
Call the victim, and the culprit and the witness to the stand
I can’t understand how the jury makes the choice against me
Read the fine print all it says is «forget me»
I been writing volumes on my endless envy
Hoping things will change if I let them down so gently
This is for the people out there that just got it better or for worse
I’m so jealous of your words
I’m so jealous of your worth
I’m okay, it’s no big deal, say whatever Imma get to moving on
Turn it off turn around and seal my problems right behind a glass vault guess
that all of this is my fault
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest
I’m a mess, I’m depressed, I’m a wreck
I’m the only voice that won’t just let me rest