Awake

There’s a crossroads in mind
Accumulating fear
There are shadows in my past
But I can’t keep them there
I know I want to change
But still I stay the same
I know there’s things I want
Without giving what I have
With everything I see
I’m lost without a clue
Just wanna shut out every single one o f you
Locking all my doors
Turn off all my lights
My only comfort is when I fall asleep at night
And we all just fall apart
And we all just fade away
Just as building turn to dust
We returned to the ground someday
I should just live my life
I should just play the game
But still I do what’s right
And regret it everyday
I’d rather have no friends
I 'd like to sever ties
I’d like to be alone
To wither away and die
I find my peace when I’m alone
Finally on my time
My mind no longer burns with the anxiety of life