Guilty Words

It’s taken more than a couple lines
And taken more than a couple nights
I got this feeling I’ve been running from
And I think the corners of my mind always knew that I was wrong
It’s creeping all up the walls now
Every lie, every break down
Oh turn the light, turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
I need to see what I’ve been hiding too long
‘Cause guilty words could break me down
(No, I’m not leaving)
But they don’t know the friends I’ve found
(You can say what you want to me)
When every other memory
Is just another enemy
When I get scared and I’m scared right now
My friends surround me
Turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
It’s been years I’ve identified
Since I was proud of my state of mind
I couldn’t see in the shadow
But every high was a different lie
I know they care and I know that I
Was being selfish, but now it’s time
Oh turn the light, turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
They need to see what I’ve been hiding too long
‘Cause guilty words could break me down
(No, I’m not leaving)
But they don’t know the friends I’ve found
(You can say what you want to me)
When every other memory
Is just another enemy
When I get scared and I’m scared right now
My friends surround me
I check my phone every fucking night
Says I’m alone every fucking time
It’s taking more than I can find
I try to lift my mind, but darkness doesn’t shine
So I get up and call a friend of mine
Oh turn the light, turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
They give me everything I need and now
I am not scared of the inside
‘Cause guilty words could break me down
(No, I’m not leaving)
But they don’t know the friends I’ve found
(You can say what you want to me)
When every other memory
Is just another enemy
When I get scared and I’m scared right now
My friends surround me
Turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
Turn the light, turn the light, turn the light on
Turn the light, turn the light, turn the light every night
'Cause it’s every night