probably not

I feel lik im toxic
Everytime that i talk
But recently im thinkin
Im probably not
U can find me bottom board
Becuz im a bot
…i dont have a chours dont except one.
Thers not…
I love feelin loved even tho im probably not
Ur still in my head but i never give u a thought
I feel like im toxic everytime that i talk
I love feelin loved even tho im probably not
Catch me up to speed
I think that i am probably lost
U deny makin these calls
Ur tongue is tied in knots
2am n ur knockin up on my door
I told u im fed up
I can’t take this anymore
Everything is opening
But i still won’t go out
Plz still wear ur mask
Im filled up with all of this doubt
U won’t hit my phone no more
U think im goin south
I won’t take dis shit no more
I think that im fine without
Im way 2 fucked up bb
I woke up on da floor
I think that ive fallin in love
But i can’t b 2 sure
I think id like love but
I could b fine without
I dont have any stimulants
I think that im out :(
I dont like adderall
I know i could benefit :(
I have no work ethic
I think im jus really sick
I think i finally lost it.
I think that im obnoxious.