Lookin' Forward

Walking out in the freezing rain
I feel nothing 'cause I numbed the pain
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
Prayed last night
Dear God please no But I was never good at letting go
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
Lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
Good news can be so unkind
When it’s everything you have to leave behind
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
Lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
In the taillights
So much hindsight
Telling me what I already know
I know
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
Lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
Lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day
Walking out in the freezing rain
I feel nothing 'cause I numbed the pain
I’m lookin' forward to lookin' back
Lookin' forward to lookin' back
On this day