I'm Not Happy That You're Gone

I’m not happy that you’re gone
It’s like you said
I shouldn’t be alone
With everyone watching
I feel more inside my head
I don’t wanna be alone
But it’s all I have
It’s all I have
It’s all I have
It’s all I have
It’s all I have
Yeah
If you want it back I don’t want it back (I don’t want it back)
I don’t wanna talk to you, only when you’re mad (Only when you’re mad)
Cause it is hard enough to cope with all this crap (Cope with all this crap)
I wanna see you but only when I’m sad
I’m not happy that you said the things you said
It’s been so long but I still don’t understand
I was angry that you led me to believe
We were something, well we were nothing it seems
Nothing at all
Nothing at all
It’s all my fault
If you want it back I don’t want it back
I don’t wanna talk to you, only when you’re mad
Cause it is hard enough to cope with all this crap
I wanna see you but only when I’m sad
If you want it back I don’t want it back (I don’t want it back)
I don’t wanna talk to you, only when you’re mad (Only when you’re mad)
Cause it is hard enough to cope with all this crap (Cope with all this crap)
I wanna see you but only when I’m sad
Like a spider
On my bed
Every corner
Has a web
I just wanted
It to last
Why is that so
Hard to get?