Oblivion

And as I’m sittin', watchin' you in silence
Look at the mistakes I makin'
I’m bored of watchin' tons of violence, it’s just another day
Doing work for nothin', really stayin' sharp and wait for green
I watch my world unfold and I do not know what to say
You see me sittin', starin', watchin'
Look at the mistakes you make
I’m bored of watchin' you fuck up, it’s just another day
Doing work for somethin', hangin' in there while you wait for green
I’m bored of watchin' me fuck up, it’s just another day
And I don’t wanna be the one to take out myself
Scared, but then found a razor and some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than grow and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself
And as I’m waitin', hurt and bleedin' from the words you said that you regretted
I think about oblivion, it’s just another day
Wonder why I brush my friends away when they just try to help me
There’s so much I needed to get out but couldn’t say
It’s not fine though, but I say it is
And I keep on gettin' hurt and I keep smilin'
And I swear I got no, I’m dyin'
I might blow up into bits and little fragments
And I don’t wanna be the one to take out myself
Scared, but then found a razor and some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than grow and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself
And I don’t wanna be the one to take out myself
Scared, but then found a razor and some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than grow and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself
Part 2
You was always there for me, no
I was always there for you, no
And no matter what I said, you’d always be in my head
I might fucking end up dead, no
You ain’t never fucked with me, no (Yeah, ho')
I ain’t never fuck with you, no
I’m fading in and out of life, what are you saying?
The situation’s swaying and everything is waiting
I got lots of lies on my name
And I know some that would die on my name
All these bitches out here wanna cry on my name
All these bitches out here wonder why on my name
I got lots of lies on my name (Yeah, ho')
And I know some that would die on my name (Yeah, ho')
All these bitches out here wanna cry on my name (Yeah, ho')
All these bitches out here wonder why on my name (Yeah, ho')
I’m still trapped and I can’t work, I’m too distracted
Saw your tweet and took some action, bad idea
I’m attractive, though my Insta is inactive
But my fan base growin' massive, I’m still here
And I told you not to fuck with me
'Cause baby, I can’t keep me company
It’s just a question, what you want from me?
'Cause what you got is a one-up on me
I’ve got my life right by my side
I am ready to die
'Cause life has been a
Everything burns right through my pride
You was always there for me, no
I was always there for you, no
And no matter what I said, you’d always be in my head
I might fuckin' end up dead, no
You ain’t never fucked with me, no
I ain’t never fuck with you
I’m fading in and out of life, what are you saying?
The situation’s swaying and everything is waiting