sadder

Try to be the best I can, feeling good about my future
Plan it with myself and follow through to be a better man
Than who I was a couple years ago, I’m feeling saved from my sorrows,
I got faith in tomorrow
Been a couple days since I self harmed
Cut the deepest that I ever cut
On my left arm
Fuck, I mean my right, left’s the cutter, right’s the site
Not the other, not this time
I been suffering all night and
I really feel like nothing is the same, I blame it on myself to make the
feelings go away
I feel insane, it’s like my brain is out to get me
It doesn’t seem to let me get what’s necessary for some inner peace
I need some inner peace (yeah)
I don’t wanna do that no more
What’s it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don’t wanna do that no more
What’s it doing for me, except making me sadder?
I don’t wanna do that no more
What’s it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don’t wanna do that no more
What’s it doing for me, except making me sadder?
We go to sleep under the same sky, but the difference is that I think about you
every night (every fucking night)