First Step

I am trying to be better
Cause that’s the only way
When I lose it once
Then I lose it twice
Will you love me anyway?
All those countless sleepless nights
I was causing so much pain
Now I’m trying to be better
At least for the day
When my heart’s on fire
Boiling blood to my head
And I push around
Looking for the way out
For my raw emotions
I am losing myself
I just let it all out
Yes it takes some courage
To face up to the facts
Not to fool around
For the sake of our love
And it’s just the first step
To admit and accept
That I need a way out
Since we’re both in this together
We know it’s not too late
We can fight all day
We can fight all night
But we could really use a break
I regret my recklessness
All the things I’ve done and said
Now we could’ve worked together
At least for the day
When my heart’s on fire
Boiling blood to my head
And I push around
Looking for the way out
For my raw emotions
I am losing myself
I just let it all out
Yes it takes some courage
To face up to the facts
Not to fool around
For the sake of our love
And it’s just the first step
To admit and accept
That I need a way out