I Apologize

All my life all I wanted was friends
People who love me and have my back in the end
But I’ve always gave more than I ever got out
That’s why shit don’t ever last cuz a nigga got out
I may have low self-esteem, but I don’t have doubt
That I know my worth, and for whatever its worth
I will never change
Nigga, I am me
Why ya’ll find it strange?
Man, I can’t see
Its cuz ya’ll love that fake shit
I could never be fake, man i hate it
Fake shit the reason i can’t do the stage shit
If you gon' act at least act like your ag bitch
Please take som responsibility
Ya’ll be crying in public every week
So you can’t judge me
Not that I’ve done anything to judge
Just want people to be honest, but ya’ll won’t budge
Maybe I’m too just honest and thats blunt
(Hook)
I apologize
For whatever I did
I apologize
Whatever I did to ya’ll
Although I don’t know
I know I must be wrong
Because the way ya’ll treat me
When i got to college I really thought it would be better
People are still the same, but now i gotta wear a sweater
Don’t get me wrong
I met some stand up Gs
Group of brothers who seem to get down like me
But during our Spring Break they started the lockdown and campus was shutdown
and niggas was stuck now
So a week later I took a flight home
I was bumping Lil Uzi and got in my zone
After a half hour of scrolling da gram my phone
Decided I wasn’t gon' use the socials no more
A couple months later decided to come back if I’m gon' keep it stack almost had
a heart attack
Cuz peep I lost 50 followers like that
‘thought shit was cool but bitches just don’t have tact
Im tryna talk to em probably won’t hear this song
I could really be dead probably won’t know I’m gone
I guess it don’t matter cuz ya’ll weren’t real
I just wish people would tell me how they feel
I just hate when things kept concealed but
(Hook)
I apologize
For whatever I did
I apologize
Whatever I did to ya’ll
Although I don’t know
I know I must be wrong
Because the way ya’ll treat me
I apologize
For whatever I did
I apologize
Whatever I did to ya’ll
Although I don’t know
I know I must be wrong
Because the way ya’ll treat me