Makes Me Wonder

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between our thighs
Pleasure that made you cryFeel so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath
After that, after that
Try to get you backI still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about youGive me something to believe in
'Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
Yeah, so this is goodbyeCant stop my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
Deal with things I’ve left unsaidWant to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
Get behind, make your move
Forget about the truthI still don’t have a reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about youGive me something to believe in
'Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference
Even makes a difference to try, yeahAnd you told me how you’re feelin'
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbyeI’ve been here before, one day, a week
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie, I have no alibi
The words you said don’t have a meaning 'causeI still don’t have a reason and
you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I
So this is goodbyeGive me something to believe in
'Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference
Even makes a difference to try, yeahAnd you told me how you’re feelin'
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbyeSo this is goodbye
Yeah, so this is goodbye
Yeah, so this is goodbye