It Killed Mom

It killed mom
To see
Me with
A gun and oh my god
My mom
Was not the only one
To see
Me with
My head
Undone and oh my god
The bang
My life is violent
In these walls
And ceil-
-ings with
Rejection oh my god
The miss
Was likely a big big mess
To see
Me with
My head
Undone and oh my god
The bang
My life is violent