In All Honesty

Rest I have not found…
They keep coming, keep coming, keep crawling right through my teeth.
They keep coming, keep coming, your children I feed off to keep awake…
Long enough to meet the next little sheep…
Long enough to meet the next to buy every word I preach.
It’s like I was born to rip the flesh from her bones.
I’m forever stalking the streets for the next one.
I’ve found I can run faster, faster than guilt could ever.
I’ve found once a man lets virtue aside he finds sweet what follows.
I’ve found that I can run faster than guilt could ever.
«I'm bleeding while you’re leading for my enemy.»
How could you really think that I am worth this rescuing?
I wish I could be so much more than me.
«You could be the one who pleases me.
You could be, because I can reach through anything.»
I wish I could be so much more than me.
«You could be the one who pleases me.
You could be… my arms are reaching.»
You’re reaching out to a dog that’s tasted and turned.
Why? Why waste your time when I’ve found my strength in another?
Can you see more in me? Can you really see more than just a beast?
«I'm bleeding so you can be the one who pleases me!»
I’m sorry, but I just can’t justify this rescuing.
«You can’t see fairness as your clarity.
The better man is what your heart wants to be but you rape every trusted chance I bring your way.
If justice you seek, in death it should be.»
I wish I could be so much more than me.
«You could be the one who pleases me.
You could be, because I can reach through anything.»
I want to believe. Will you take me?
«You could be the one who pleases me.
You could be, my arms are reaching.»
I don’t want to be the father who has to watch his daughter
be conned and stripped bare by a monster like me.
God, put me to sleep.