It's Deep

It hurt to ask a nigga for a handout
Especially when you not used to gettin' handouts
Even Granny knew I was trappin' in the basement
Me and Tianna in the game, fuck replacements
I can get it by the load, just arrange it
Had to shake that broke shit up off my fragrance
Runnin' to this shit 'cause I’m impatient
Tryna make it 'fore one of these niggas take it
This shit be flagrant, see the bag, but I’m just pastin'
Me and my niggas back to back and we racin'
I see that bag, yeah I’m comin', I’m just pacin'
Me and my niggas back to back and we racin'
Feelin' like Ox, which one of you niggas wanna run with me?
Throw shots, I throw 'em back, lil' nigga givin' out buck-fifties
Got two boys and they smile mean the world to me
Eshon never met his daughter 'cause they murdered him, it’s deep
Now everyone rockin' but where was you when I was doin' bad? (When I was doin'
bad)
Hopped on that road with my niggas, took risks that we shouldn’t have,
oh (Where were you?)
Lookin' around at my folks and they hangin' on me
I fear no man when I walk through these streets
Wipe the dirt off my cleats, nigga, this shit is deep
I hate he threw it, thinkin' 'bout Vern when I caught nine
Looked at Meech right in her eyes, told her we alright
But right before I said that, felt my soul flyin'
God, I know I’m livin' wrong, let me change it, I’m tryin'
Woke up, filled the tools, paper, it said that I died
So much my pain in my heart, you can see it in my eyes
Dame died in front my Granny, left her traumatized
Hug Gangy when I see her and I wipe her eyes
Close the casket on her son, feel like I died too
I introduced them to them Jacksons, dollar died too
The hardest shit to handle was that cancer
Mama caught it out the blue, first time I panicked
Fought that shit 'til it was gone, mama, fuck cancer
I done watched these niggas snitch like Recess Randy
Show black and white, niggas dispuste it like it was a scandal
Show black and white, niggas dispuste it like it was a scandal
My niggas gone, we ride on wars and we light candles
Most of my niggas in the grave and I can’t stand it
God forgive me for my ways, I’m just a victim
DTB, I’m findin' out, just in my feelings
Now everyone rockin' but where was you when I was doin' bad? (When I was doin'
bad)
Hopped on that road with my niggas, took risks that we shouldn’t have,
oh (Where were you?)
Lookin' around at my folks and they hangin' on me
I fear no man when I walk through these streets
Wipe the dirt off my cleats, nigga, this shit is deep