Disappear

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it’s perfectly clear
I never should have stayed here
I should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was
Who I wanted to be
And the one I mourn
And now I sit here in the dark
In a city that is not my own
There’s a roof over me
And four walls to keep
Me away from me cold
The disappointment in myself’s
More than you’ll ever know and more than I show
And it’s perfectly clear
I shouldn’t be here
I should just disappear
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it’s perfectly clear
I should have never stayed here
I should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was
Who I came to be
And the one I mourn
Between the person I was
Who I came to be
And the one I mourn
Who I was
Who I came to be
The one I mourn
Take me and bury me
Up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what’s coming to me
Take me and bury me
Up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what’s coming to me
I just wanted to feel love
To be loved, to be loved
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
You’ve made it perfectly clear
I shouldn’t be here
Now I’ll just disappear