Ultra Red

We smile at strangers like some placid figurines
I can’t keep passive when my brain is filled with screams
Won’t you come over and let’s fuck to pass the time
I need distraction to forget that I’m not fine
I don’t wanna talk today, don’t wanna fake like friends today
Just trying to handle the ache
A parasite within my brain 'cos this feeling eats me away
I’m losing all of my faith
My head is up in flames now
I’m seeing ultra red
Too scared to open my mouth
I’m trapped inside my head
My brain is drowning in dark
Bit my nails and they bled
I’m seeing ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
I’m sick of faking conversations for the fun
I don’t belong to you but I know I just begun
Won’t you come over and let’s fuck to pass the time
I need distraction to forget that I’m not fine
I don’t wanna talk today, don’t wanna fake like friends today
Just trying to handle the ache
A parasite within my brain 'cos this feeling eats me away
I’m losing all of my faith
My head is up in flames now
I’m seeing ultra red
Too scared to open my mouth
I’m trapped inside my head
My brain is drowning in dark
Bit my nails and they bled
I’m seeing ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
It’s hard to be
When I can flee
What’s in my head
I am not real
When all I feel
Is this ultra red
Ultra red, ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
Ultra red, ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
Ultra red, ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
Ultra red, ultra red, ultra red, ultra red
My head is up in flames now
I’m seeing ultra red
Too scared to open my mouth
I’m trapped inside my head
My brain is drowning in dark
Bit my nails and they bled
I’m seeing ultra red, ultra red, ultra red