Shades of Past

I don't wanna see you in safety and alone
I don't wanna be something on my own
I don't wanna die I just wanna see the end
I don't wanna know, but I want to understand
I don't wanna run in the footsteps melting down
I don't wanna be the ocean where you drown
I don't wanna be the one who hopes for the best
I just wanna hear the echoes of your breath
The second when I close my eyes I see you
Withering in shades of past just like I do