Schizo

Ploughing through the shit every day
I cannot get away
Nothing seems to go my way
It’s not my day
It’s never been my day
Rust is clogging up my veins
I feel old I feel drained
I’m on this quest to find out where I’m from
And where do I belong, life is not what it seems to be
From all the sacrifices, I’m living my life like a dog
What a joke, desperation is bringing me down on my knees
I’m running into darkness
I’m fighting myself
Schizophrenic battle in my own mind
I don’t know if I should laugh or if I should cry
Why am I here?
Where do I belong?
Is this the end of my life?
What the fuck is going on?
I’m running into darkness
I’m fighting myself
Through sorrow and through madness
I try to stay sane
Time is running, it’s over
I’m failing, it’s over