BEYOND!!!

I just wanna live beyond my dying day
I just wanna live beyond my dying day
Live beyond my dying day
Live beyond my dying day
All alone, I pray for moments like this
To be inspired by the words that exist
Within my mind, create these lines
Illustrate old times
Living and breathing within my rhymes
I heard a wise line, from a wise man
Its been all on my mind
Watch the company you keep, its key to growth
My dead homies is the proof, oh
I heard the only thing worse than growing old, is not so
I learned to cut ties to survive the crucible, its crucial
Yah, I’m on a search for something mutual
Man, I gotta know
Me and GOD on this journy all alone
All along, musically, I’ve tried to make a way, some
I need lyrics on my tongue
Like an infant, needs milk for existence
See, teen spirit got me numb
For instance, hitting girl I came with
And her friend in the distance
Winded like she running wind sprints, couldn’t wait
Saw football and hoop dreams deflate
A true fiend’s weight
We ain’t perfect, everybody make mistakes
I just wanna live beyond my dying day
I just wanna live beyond my dying day
Live beyond my dying day
Live beyond my dying day
Until then, I’ll concede the hate
My art ain’t judged, I just create
No pressure, no weight
Welcome to the land of the misfits
Where niggas talking big shit
We giving tools to the youth
Like they come with brief cases and a business suit
Inner city blues, its a route you gotta choose
Gotta pay your dues or pay these fools or pay these schools
To protect you, yeah, from you know who
I know the truth, I just hope you do
Living fast, life free
Searching for the ends where they don’t meet
Heater combat the cold running in the streets
Doing work with niggas, right now they can’t even speak
46 was the word and its looking bleak
January 23rd, I’m dreaming money for a verse
I still feel the worst
I been praying for the gift without the curse
These women lie, so my lies get worse, submersed in it
Be first, admit it
I preyed on you and now you pray for a death sentence
Damn I knew she never meant it