So Few

I alone cry beside her
Pushed away once too often
Face the lie
Vision changes
Shade as ice
The words are poison
Changes made now why can’t I feel the face in the mirror?
What I want still you won’t give…
But I cannot hate you…
«Oh, you’re a monster!»
Blood alone stains the sorry
Tired eyes, my skin seems heavy
Mind astray, the sane still laughing
Images all worth losing
Changes made now why can’t I feel the face in the mirror?
What I want still you won’t give…
But I cannot hate you…
«Oh, you’re a monster! You don’t know the hate I have inside, if you could see
it, you’d be terrified. You would kill me at once, but even by killing me you
can’t free yourself from my hatred. You can kill my body, but I’ll never leave
you in peace!»
You cannot believe what you’re in for
The screams burn your eyes
The feeling of leaving yourself dies
Scratch out the real you
Time ticking away the killing
Choking on sorrow
Now you’re dead and didn’t listen
Gave into the fear
I’m not the one who takes from you
I need you
In time there is no joy
But still you’ve lived
I just can’t see when I lie
I am
So few like them in the way…