That's Why

They say its gonna rain but I never watch the news
We plan our future so that we can say goodbye
All the seconds we spend feeling alive, the moments we spend watching the waste
of our lives
Five more minutes ‘til we break, cup of coffee and a new pack of cigarettes
I go to the river, but I never get in the water ‘cause its cold
And you keep yelling how would you feel
How would you feel if you look back and you knew that you held it all inside
And how do you feel when you shut your mouth while you wanna say a word
Oh you’d write a book if you could
It’s the fear, its the rage and the confusion outside
Being alone where you don’t have to hide