Loser's Intuition

I’ve had better days
I’m not good enough
ENOUGH
How do I know today won’t be like yesterday?
Give me one good reason to get out of bed
Turn it off
I can’t get this weight off
It keeps me warm
I can’t hold this world up
It’s always on
I can control this
I can control this
I can control this
I HAVE CONTROL
I’m not going to die today
I’m not going to waste today
I’m not going to die today
How do I face today?
What if today is as bad as yesterday?
How do I get up the next day?
It doesn’t matter
I’ll just end up here anyway
Turn it back on
It doesn’t matter
At least it’s on
Give me one good reason to get out of bed