Ride

I’m just being rational, that’s why I’m trying to forget you
You say that you want this and that makes it hard to not give in to
I’m chasing distractions to distract my feels
Going directions far away from real, mm
If I told you
How I really feel ‘bout you
I would get into it with more than I have time to do
I’m scared to want us
And I try to focus
I’m so (?) to find success in what I do
I’m trying to be rational but keep on hiding all my issues
And now it’s like I’m drowning in the things I never dared to say to you
I’m chasing distractions to distract my feels
Going directions far away from real, mm
If I told you
How I really feel ‘bout you
I would get into it with more than I have time to do
I’m scared to want us
And I try to focus
I’m so (?) to find success in what I do
In what I do