What I've Become

As complicated as we try to be
At the end, it’s just you and me
Sitting across from each other
Pretending to do nothing but agree
I make it harder than it ever has to be
And you like to make everything a scene
Saying things just to disagree
Is the roller coaster we love to be on
When we take what we see
That we see in each other
We see every reason
Is worth every problem
What I’ve become
Is hard to never change
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
What I’ve become
Is impossible to throw away
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
Going from a cry to a smile
Even if it’s for a little while
Seems like just enough to keep you here
So giving anymore makes me scared
Inside of me, everything’s a mess
And I stress about it when I’m all alone
Trying to change might kill me
And then I’ll end up a dead soul
When I take what I see
That I see in each other
I see every reason
Is worth every problem
What I’ve become
Is hard to never change
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
What I’ve become
Is impossible to throw away
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
You create what I’ve become
(Create) and I can’t change
You create what I’ve become
What I’ve become
Is hard to never change
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
What I’ve become
Is impossible to throw away
When I’ve become
Everything that you love to hate
Love to hate