Comfortable

It’s a been a while since I been by myself
Talking nobody else, except me
I’ve been so comfortable inside my own shell
And I’m feeling quite well, it’s routine
Everybody gets one second
Yeah, just one second of heaven
One for me, one for you
One for every time you knew
How I felt when I was down
Every time you’re not around
For the first time in forever
I wake up without you now
Don’t know how much time I have
Til' my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
I’ve got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Every time you call my name
It’s a been a while since I been by myself
Talking nobody else, except me
I’ve been so comfortable inside my own shell
And I’m feeling quite well, it’s routine
Fuck, this prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind, yeah
Wish I had more music but I just don’t have the time
Maybe it’s excuses but regardless I was trying
And every time I hear a song I feel so insecure
'Cause everybody has a sound and I’m just standing here
Can’t write a line, I lost my shine, I’m out of things to share
But thanks for listening to me it’s good to know you care
Just an update, I made it into college
Hope I get a chance to see you all after the fall ends
I’ll miss every one of you who talked to me at all and
I’ll make sure to check up on the ones who even called me
Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
I’ve been feeling better and better
Like much better than ever
Finally, I really like it where I’m at
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind, yeah
Wish I had more music but I just don’t have the time
Maybe it’s excuses but regardless I was trying
And every time I hear a song I feel so insecure
'Cause everybody has a sound and I’m just standing here
Can’t write a line, I lost my shine, I’m out of things to share
But thanks for listening to me it’s good to know you care