Disappear

Well my neighbor is quite insistant
She can see straight through my kitchen
Think I told her I was a christian
And it’s some sort of intuition
Maybe so she though I had ambition
That I could make decisions
Not just based on my own personal opinion
Just a naked kid sitting in the kitchen
Tryna cook a rather large batch of undercooked chicken
Just thinkin' 'bout how much I fucked up this week
This month
This year
It’s all just one big smear
I sit back and watch it all
Dissapear
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissapear
Think I drive my friends insane with this silly brain
Done it again
Left my car running in the rain
I should feel ashamed or in pain
But I just shook the blame
To my subconsious, obnoxious part of me
Ah you can’t see in stabbing me in the back
With a knife like the sharp edge of a homophobic plebiscite
It starts in my toes
In my legs and in my head
I feel it, its wriggling all in my bed
I feel it
I feel it all
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissapear
Well I’d rather spend my time
Falling out of line
Then holding on so tight
That you can’t feel tonight
Yea you can’t feel tonight
I ate a whole tin of condenced plumbs last night
Thats fourty three plumbs inside my small intestine
It should feel like I should explode or corrode
Or at least I don’t feel alone in this tiny little home
Now I close my eyes and hear music in my ears
Now I close my eyes and I can taste my tears
Now I close my eyes and I feel it
Now I close my eyes and I feel it
Ah shit
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissape-ar
Dissapear
Oh, yeah
I feel it
Oh, yeah
Dissapear
Oh
Dissapear
Oh
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear
Dissapear