Sorry Lad

I’m crying for the first time
got my feet in the air
I’m breathing for the first time
and I want to declare
My demands are simple
A kind and happy universe
where everyone is good
Sorry lad
so sorry son
don’t put your aim’s too high
Sorry lad
so sorry son
this world won’t qualify
Sorry son
I’m sorry son it’s what you get
I’m canceling the contract
cause I wanna go back
I’m tearing up the contract
didn’t even unpack
Want to go back right now but I have lost my way
Need to go back so badly but I’m so astray