Bottoms Up

I drank poison in hopes you would die
But you kept getting stronger and stronger
I finally know why
I had it all wrong
I had been invested in this hate for so long
I couldn’t see clearly
Blinded by hatred, the one dying was me
When it first hit my lips,
I thought I’d have no regrets
I did what I could to make you feel my pain
I cursed the ground you walked
I tried destroying your name
But nothing ever seemed to break your stride
You went on with your life
But I couldn’t move on with mine
I drank poison in hopes you would die
But you kept getting stronger and stronger
I finally know why
The only thing to do now
Is bleed you out
I’m bleeding you out
To save myself
Moving forward
Strong on my feet
Letting you go
Sets me free, I’m free
I did what I could to make you feel my pain
I cursed the ground you walked
I tried destroying your name
But nothing ever seemed to break your stride
You went on with your life
But I couldn’t move on with mine
I drank poison in hopes you would die
But you kept getting stronger and stronger
I finally know why