Appraisals and Ommissions

When my walls caved in and my foundation broke
When my sky came crashing and I lost all hope
I was welcomed with silence
So I screamed again with desperate persistence
When I needed you the most… I needed you, not just anyone
I moved on…
I’m saying thanks… thanks for nothing
Thanks for never being there when I needed you the most
When I screamed your name to a bleeding sun
When I needed you the most, you were gone
And I see where your priorities (lie)
Where our friendship ranks behind what you try to hide
You can’t be there for me despite what we’ve been through;
It sucks but I’m better off without you
I can’t believe what you placed above me… thanks for nothing
I’m saying thanks… thanks for nothing
Thanks for never being there when I needed you the most
Better off facing this alone
And I’m stronger… stronger than what I’ve shown
No more making excuses, no more feeling worthless
No more on relying on someone else to pull me through
I’m well aware of my strength and what’s left to do…
Pursue the life I want
Free from fear… with or without you here