Everyone I Loved

I’ve been changing
With my aging
These ain’t phases
I’m still that nigga
But now
Different things I
Used to care about
Now just wear me out
Everything I love turns into dust
I try stop my brain
When it starts to fade away
New terrain
Tried to catch myself
When I keep complaining
Everyday I feel a change in me
Everything I love now turns me off
I’m concerned with
With the things I’ve learned
The things I’ve learned that are disconcerting
Wish I never learned, wish I never learned
Wish I never learned about
I can’t never, ever, ever
Trust my elders or my friends again
Everyone and God has let me down
I’m afraid that I’m impatient
I’m not chasing
Money, women, cash, pussy, bags, money, ass
All my family
I never call
I love you, but we’re drifting apart
But I know they all having trouble
Understanding why I chose this route
Everyone I’ve loved has turned to dust
And I hope my folks still pray for my soul
Even though I stray from it all
Will I get embraced?
I don’t wanna feel anymore
Hope my folks pray for my soul
Even though I stray from it all
Will I get erased?
I don’t wanna fade to dust
I need you, need something new
Oh, I need you, need something new
I need you, need something new
Oh, I need you, need something new
I need you, need something new