Et Nox Illuminatio Mea In Deliciis Meis

My pleasure is melancholy, God above me, God below me, my heart the fulcrum
between
I am of you, you are the lord, I am of you, that makes the darkness shine
I am of you, glorious as the sun, I am of you, our father who art in me
You draw me up! EHEI, Death! EHEI, Daimon! EHEI, Fire! EHEI
You draw me up! Athanor! EHEI, Serpent! EHEI, Horns! EHEI
I, ש, Draw you, ט, Down, ן
I long for the gift of profound death, so I pray before your mask
Bowing down before this self I cannot know, least I open the temple’s door
I could never approach your mirror, your blessing is ecstatic reverie
So jubilant within your night of light, the dark noontide
And He sayeth unto me! And He sayeth! I am your lord!
And He sayeth unto me! And He sayeth! I am your lord!
Your pleasure is melancholy, God below me
Your pleasure is melancholy, God above me
My heart crucified between, my heart crucified between
Our father who art in me, whose inverse light shall set me free
God above me, Shaitan! My heart crucified between!
God below me, Shaitan! My heart crucifed between!
God within me, and I sayeth, I am your lord!
God within me, shine! I am your lord!
I drink the black-bile philtron, of your Saturnine cup
Upon your earth, I do sup
My nourishment commeth — My nourishment cometh
My nourishment commeth from doing the will of my father