I Just Want to Feel Real

I didn’t see the cards
I didn’t see the deal
There’s no ace up my sleeve
There’s no chips I can steal
Run your hands through my hair
And tell me it’s alright
The man outside my door
Is the man what wants to fight
And I don’t see the things that you want me to see
I don’t feel the things that you want me to feel
I just want to lie down and wait to feel real
I just want to feel real
The blinds on my window
Hang like bars on a cage
The telephone rings like
A storm full of rage
Shout my name through the fog
With my hands stretched out to you
Where did you go
Do you need a rescue?
Can we please just get out of this place???