Outside Looking In

By now I’m just no good at
Thinking on my feet
I might as well be dreaming
living in my sleep
My days are empty and there’s
Nothing else to do
I don’t know how long I will
Take my time with you
I’m always on the outside looking in
I’ve seen too many movies
Don’t know where to begin
No one knows my history
I don’t take care of you like I should
I don’t feel the same anymore
But I know that things aren’t different
Hey, do I really have to die, ‘cause I wasted too much time
Yeah that’s right
You look for me and
Call my name out everywhere
You might think I don’t hear you
But I’m just not there
I’m always on the outside looking in
I’ve seen too many movies
Don’t know where to begin
No one knows my history
I don’t take care of us like I should
I don’t feel the same anymore
But I know that things aren’t different
Yes, you must admit by now
It’s really just for spite
Yeah that’s right
Still I gotta lot of things on my mind
Stopping me from asking you why
Asking you why
Why, do I really have to die, ‘cause I wasted too much time
Yeah that’s right