I Am Here

I am here to remind you
That every little step you make is futile
In the eyes of those who hesitate you will always be the one that never gets
there
So it seems…
I am here and I’m standing
As your beacon of dependence I will call
On every little piece of bullshit you would try to sell yourself
And make believe
So it seems…
Can you hear their
Silly laughter
Through the wall behind me?
Do you care for
What I’m here for
Or should I just give up and leave?
Do the idiot’s dance for me?
I am here and I’m waiting
For you to make amends with me once for all
If this friendship’s bitter purpose is to prove that they are wrong
You failed me
So it seems…
I am here still in anger
And I fear I will become just like you
Not a slightest touch of mistrust in the ideals I seed in you
You’ve failed me
So it seems…