On Again

It’s crazy how a fear can turn to thought
A thought turn to a fact
And that’s let loose on you
My history can disassemble images of you
And turn them into something I once knew
Then things go wrong and then we’re on the mend
The sky will fall and then it’s on again
At times I feel that we aren’t even friends
Then love explodes all over again
Can we make it right? Can we understand?
That it’s worth the fight or should we push to the end
I know my side, it’s yours I dread
It’s crazy how a dash of tears reacts
When it erupts from those lost facts
That you never knew consumed
My devastating, contemplating masquerading underrated
Strung out view of you