Can't Fall Down

I’m at the point of almost breaking now
I’ve knocked on every door in this cold town (yeah)
The higher you go, the harder you fall
If I wanna be safe, then I just stay small
Wanna grow to the sky where it’s beautiful
But I can’t see that from the forest floor
How can I hold it together
When nothing I try makes it better?
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don’t get up, then I can’t fall down
There is no manual for a broken heart
I want to use it, but it’s all in parts (Oh)
The more you fall in, the harder to see
If this time it’s different, will I want to release?
And I don’t know if I have it in me
To love again in the face of defeat
How can I hold it together
When nothing I try makes it better?
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don’t get up, then I can’t fall down
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh)
And if I don’t get up, I won’t let me down
Hope is irresistible
Hope is irresistible
'Cause if I don’t get up, one day I will, somehow
Nothing I try makes it better
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don’t get up, then I can’t fall down
And if I don’t get up, it can let me down
No, no, no
If I can’t get up now, one day I will, somehow