Confused

I feel a challenge in my soul today
Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday
How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true
When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new
I feel the twisting of my soul today
Something is challenging my perceptions
And what I’m going through is hard
And I admit, right now I’m not O.K. So…
Right now, I am confused
Right now, I don’t exactly know what to choose
This day feels so unlike the rest
Right now, I am confused
I feel a burden in my spirit today
Feels like everything that I’ve ever trusted in
Has been washed away
I feel like I’m grappling for the truth
Don’t understand decisions that I made while in my youth
In my mind I know I gotta live with what I’ve chosen
But in my heart I struggle
€˜'cause I can’t live with a heart that’s frozen
Inside my heart and soul just want to fly
Bridge:
All my questions came to late
I don’t get a chance to reevaluate?
Can not bear to live with choices I made
Gonna make a change
Feel a change in my soul today
Gonna let the past fade away
Won’t be confused no more