Miss You

I am raw inside
And strangely lonely in this space
Empty bottles, dirty place
Still here… I miss you
And I am out again
To look for you among your friends
They glance my way, as if to say-
«You're still here…» …I miss you
But I will never understand
The beauty of the greater plan
I’ve been searching, searching for a reason
Every day, everyday
That I miss you
I know its time
That I am OK
But they can tell
I am bitting on my fingernails…
Still here… I miss you
Restless night
Remembering the things you said
I thank you for and won’t forget
Still here… I miss you
But I will never understand
The beauty of the greater plan
I’ve been searching, searching for a reason
Every day, everyday
That I miss you