Stuck in the Middle

It got me, this hurt has finally got me
Identity struggle so yours I paste like Terracopy
Dad where are you?
Help me see this struggle through
Tell me that I am the one that’ll live to redefine you
Tell me that I am the flood that flows to the fountain of youth
Told myself never to use your absence as an excuse
Still waters run deep but still for water I’m thirsty
God’s with me but the man Emmanuel left me empty
I’d be lying if I said your absence isn’t hurtful
Cause a question is still in me like «God did you have to?»
Questioning my Maker as if it will make my condition better
Tryna get rid of my past, please pass me an eraser…
Feeling like life is a riddle (riddle)
Hope is now so little (little)
Midnight Running like De Niro (Niro)
Drowning in melting pillows (pillows)
Tired of trying to be the hero (hero)
All of me is belittled to little
Nalemo yesa, mphamvu zero (zero)
Feel like I’m stuck in the middle (middle)
Ooh it got me, this pain has finally got me
Identity struggles, a Lone Ranger, I’m Kimosabe
Mum, I can’t see you, help me see this struggle through
You left me insecure, not so sure why I had to endure
Every morning wash my face, hoping to see yours too
I prompt to prompt you to show up impromptu
And the worst part is I’ve never said how much I miss you
Misused my mercy, amiss
Miss Mercy I miss you
I’d be lying if I said your absence isn’t hurtful
Cause a question is still in me like «God did you have to?»
Questioning my Maker as if it will make my condition better
Tryna get rid of my past, please pass me an eraser…
Feelin' like life is a riddle (riddle)
Hope is now so little (little)
Midnight Running like De Niro (Niro)
Drowning in melting pillows (pillows)
Tired of trying to be the hero (hero)
All of me is belittled to little
Nalemo yesa, mphamvu zero (zero)
Feel like I’m stuck in the middle (middle)
Honestly, it’s hard to trust a God you’ve never seen Especially after he took
parents you never got see
Thou shall not covet!"
It’s easier to comment about my hopelessness in depth when you call my cry
contempt
But what is restlessness in death?
Like a hopelessness in faith
God you know my heart;
Gentle, soft spoken cause I don’t want to be hurt
Been through way too much
Battled depression, over thinking, I don’t weigh too much
Father to the Fatherless, why do you love me still?
When the storm and waves hit me hard you said Peace be still
Phinix, please be still and know that I am not only God but I am your Father too
So forever all my days, I’ll place all my faith and trust in you.
I know you are God
I know you are God
Through the storm
Through the waves
I know you are God
I know you are God
Through the storm
Through the waves
I know you are God
I know you are God
Umuyayaya nkalami temwa
Umuyayaya nkalami temwa