Treason

Why me?
Why am I down?
Why feel
I’m not whole?
Why feel
So far below?
I’m free to go
Why dream?
Why partake?
Why be half
Of a weak embrace
Of time
And place
And lose space?
Deep down inside
I know the reasons, reasons
In faces I see lies
While they try to hide their eyes
Man, it hurts inside
It’s like treason, treason, treason, treason
Soft ground
Politics
Inside
Dealing tricks
I can’t
Pick a side
You decide
What plan?
What design?
Can they
Have in mind?
Have they
Lost their minds?
Have I lost mine?
It’s never just black or white
I know the reasons, reasons
What I feel makes me alive
Goes beyond what they decide
Can’t fight what gives you life
That’s treason, treason, treason, treason