Monument

A frequent feeling bring it back
Now hold it together firmly
I’m not losing any sleep
Bad weather or not
To the top of the mountain
Where you can see everything a little more clear
Nothing feels worse than failure
I should have known
I should have moved
I should have been brave
Lack of fear won’t save me now
From anything at all
This room sits still and stays so quiet
Like the stairs up to your old apartment
Filled with superstition for your addictions
Don’t forget your cigarettes on the way out
I’m still learning how to cope with tragedy
I’m still learning how to fight off all these feelings
I’m still learning what you have isn’t always yours to keep
I know now what I didn’t know before
I know now what I didn’t before