Second Guess

Hiding from the world turn off my phone im staying out of site
Toss and turn inside my sleep the withdrawls keep me up at night
Drownin out the thoughts im constantly fighting
Feelin suicidal but outside I’m smiling
Fuck it im gone
I got in my zone
I worked for this shit did it all on my own
Working my fingers straight down to the bone
My only day off think ill spend it at home
Said I wouldn’t make it
Now I get paid for my streams
I got fans around the world
I got some people hating me
Don’t need your approval
So I remove you
Look dead in your eyes and say that I told you
Dont need no rehearsal
Hit the reversal
Call a few numbers its the hellhound dispersal
To hell with my demons keep runnin
The reaper he get nothing from me
Fuck my home town it was holding me down now I hop on a flight off to russia