P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L

I just don’t know the reason
So I make it up in my mind
I just don’t know the meaning
But do I bury it deep 'till it’s too hard to find
I just don’t know how to be
Just alright with being alright
And I know it
Yeah, I know it
That I get in my own way
And I bend it 'till it is forever broken
And I just want you to be straight
So I’m hoping
You don’t take it personal
So don’t take it personal
No, it’s not your fault
It is just personal
So don’t take it personal
But you do
I know you do
And I know of every card that’s in your hand
And I my all to you
Hoping that you will finally understand
I just don’t know how to be
Just alright with being alright
And I know it
Yeah, I know it
That I get in my own way
And I bend it 'till it is forever broken
And I just want you to be straight
So I’m hoping
You don’t take it personal
So don’t take it personal
No, it’s not your fault
It is just personal
So don’t take it personal
I wish i could tell you why
But it would just be a lie
Because I need to be the first to know it
I don’t know
I just really hate goodbyes
When you make up all my time
You gave me more than you should have
I took it and I just don’t know what you say
So I’m hoping
You don’t take it personal
So don’t take it personal
No, it’s not your fault
It is just personal
So don’t take it personal
I just don’t know the reason
So I make it up in my mind