Everything

It isn’t very beautiful
the way i hate how I am
how I don’t know many things
and obsess over romance
these days I fall in love everything
anyone who passes by
any canopy of blossoms
or sounds whispering 'cross the sky
I fall in love with everything
but no things notice
my deep care and devotion
each retarded emotion
I fall so hard i laugh
surrounded by strangers who think
maybe i am crazy in wide open public spaces
I fall so hard I cry
for no reason or rhyme
for hours till I have to sleep or i’ll die
I swear I’ll die
I’m never hungry like i used to be
I’m never satisfied with anything
but I fall in love with everything
unless it’s cloudy
with a chance of rain
I fall in love with everything
but no things notice
my deep care and devotion
each retarded emotion
it isn’t very beautiful
the way that this comes across
you won’t like it you’ll get lost
in my narcissistic, desperate
and melancholic thoughts
I fall in love with everything
but no things notice
my deep care and devotion
each retarded emotion