Will Never Marry

I’m writing this to say
in a gentle way
Thank You — but no I will live my life as I will undoubtedly die — alone
I’m writing this to say
in a gentle way
Thank you…
I will live my life as I…
for whether you stay
or you stray
an inbuilt guilt catches up with you
and as it comes around to your place
at 5 a.m. it wakes you up and laughs in your face