Reason For Living

I hate that this feeling just keeps on coming back
It’s like a lump in my throat
Yeah, you feel like a heart attack
Can’t even talk to your friends who used to be my friends
'Cause I’m reckless
Can’t even go to our places
'Cause I see our traces
Yeah, it’s hopeless
'Cause I don’t even sleep no more these days
No such thing as staying out too late
When nobody’s at home waiting for me
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living
Telling myself I’m doing okay
Dancing like I see the light of day
Who cares if we make it home by 3
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living
I pass the day sleeping in 'til the afternoon
Just to erase every single thought of you
Can’t even throw out these photos and memories that we were just making
And every shot that I take is a piece of you I’m still erasing
'Cause I don’t even sleep no more these days
No such thing as staying out too late
When nobody’s at home waiting for me
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living
Telling myself I’m doing okay
Dancing like I see the light of day
Who cares if we make it home by 3
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living
'Cause I don’t even sleep no more these days
No such thing as staying out too late
When nobody’s at home waiting for me
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living
Telling myself I’m doing okay
Dancing like I see the light of day
Who cares if we make it home by 3
I’m staying up for the feeling
It’s the reason for living