Bout It

I don’t know the reason why I still fuck with you
I don’t know the reason why I’m still in love with you
I don’t know the reason why I still feel a way
I don’t know the reason why I can’t get away
But you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it, no
The way life used to be is not the way it is right now, and it’s getting to me
Everybody walking around, doing the same old shit every day, it’s depressing
Tell me why I don’t feel present
Life is a gift, yeah, I know it should feel like a blessing
I don’t know why, but I feel like my fear to fail is too heavy every time that
it set in
Even as a kid, I felt like the exception
Dream last night, it was like the Inception
I was looking at myself from the outside, but I had a whole, brand new
perspective
I can manifest it, I can make the wrong move
But I bounce back, and I use it as a weapon
Woke up sweating, maybe I just wanna be accepted
I just wanna be everything I was destined to be
Truth is, I’m ruthless, yeah
New phone (aah!), who this?
Nobody, just your conscience
You just gotta trust the process
You just gotta take a day at a time, up the bounty
You don’t give a fuck about me, you’ll be stuck without me
I can tell deep down, you doubt me
I can tell deep down, you doubt me
I know it
I don’t know the reason why I still fuck with you
I don’t know the reason why I’m still in love with you
I don’t know the reason why I still feel a way
I don’t know the reason why I can’t get away
But you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it, no
Nowadays, I ain’t with the shit
Truth is, I’m a hypocrite, I’m ashamed of myself
I forgot about the love and I focused on the benefits
It’s fucked up you had to witness this
I got this gold on my neck like I’m Michael Phelps
This voice in my head screaming out for help
I should go and see a shrink, it’d probably help
I had a dream that I seen you with somebody else
Shit, well I would commend you
The mental
'Cause I was your best friend, I’ll always defend you
And come to your rescue when they would offend you
With all that you’ve been through, you still got potential
But it is what it has to be
Young boy living lavishly
And they wonder why you’re mad at me
You’re still dealing with the casualties
I’m still like a masterpiece
And as for me, I been in the field like a mascot, nigga
Who was going hard on the blacktop, nigga
Lucky I ain’t run up in the stash box, nigga
Cause I got the combination for the padlock, nigga
They can put me on the stand like it’s Matlock, nigga
I’m never gonna freeze like a snapshot, nigga
Off the rip, you was soft, like a rag top, nigga
Put the Mac to his back, like a laptop, nigga
Don’t play
I don’t know the reason why I still fuck with you
I don’t know the reason why I’m still in love with you
I don’t know the reason why I still feel a way
I don’t know the reason why I can’t get away
But you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it
You know that I’m 'bout it
Yeah, you know that I’m 'bout it, and I can’t go without it, no